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Live procast of the story of me & MIL.

Yesterday, my FIL came to my house himself to see Jovian. He told us to let MIL to look after Jovian, he ask me to say sorry to her and she will look after Jovian. I say not my fault, why must I say sorry to her, she must say sorry to me! FIL keep saying MIL miss Jovian and wants us to bring Jovian for her, I told FIL she won't miss Jovian, all the thing is my FIL saying, only FIL will miss Jovian. MIL attitude is still the same, if we go back she will still say the same thing and i will quarrel with her again.

After FIL went off, my mum ask me to go and say sorry to MIL, I scolded my mum, I told her the same things, I have tolerate with her for very long, until Tuesday den I know what is a happy & wonderful life without her. During pregnant I already have abit of depression, everyday thinking of who going to look after my baby, sometimes will hide at my pillow and cry. Ok MIL finally agree to look after baby. I thought everything settle. I never thought this is the beginning of nightmare! I need to tolerate her temper, I try to become deaf, she can say anything, i dun talk back. The rest of the story i had mention on my blog.....

My mum keep asking me to think of Jovian, must say sorry to her and let her look after Jovian until 18months. My hubby also ask me tolerate some more and say sorry, he say if we put Jovian to infant care, they won't 1 to 1 focus on Jovian and Jovian now know how to crawl and keep trying to stand up, need more attention on her. I told them for Jovian I will say sorry to MIL but I know she will still talk some bad words to me!

Ok, I put down my face, go to say sorry to her just now, she still put a black face for me to see, and say bad things again. I CONTROL!!!! ( really going to slap her fucking face!!!) Den hubby keep telling his mum, father had settle and tell me to say sorry, so she carry Jovian and we went off to work. I tell hubby if not for FIL and Jovian i won't go and say sorry (I din even say sorry to my father or mother, need to say sorry to this fucker!!!!), i also tell hubby, i won't go early to see her face, I will wait for hubby after work and go together, I won't eat breakfast or dinner there, I rather eat maggie mee or treat it as diet! See her, I will vomit, no taste at all!!!

@#$#%#$%$#% i going depression again, my head very pain!!! WHY I HAD THIS KIND OF FUCKING MIL!!!!!!