Haiz, I just sleep for 4hrs, now feeling so tired..... Jovian only sleep for 6hrs....
Dunno what happen to her, she wake up in the middle of the night at around 2.45am, so I go to make some FM for her to drink. Jovian only drink 70ml (she sick for 1 week, so she drink not much milk, but she will eat porriage) and I put her to sleep. She will turn here and there, she sleep for awhile, wake up and cry very loud, so i put some baby powder for her as her back is full of rashes due to hot weather.... (I think her rashes is very pain and hot). After that put her to sleep again, but still the same, she wake up suddenly and cry, so i put some more powder on her, trying to put her to bed but she don't want....
I bring her to the living room, on the fan and put her lay on top of my stomach, at first, she cry, den after awhile she fall asleep..... (my fat stomach is like her pillow, hehe...). I let her sleep for about 30 mins and bring her back to her cot, it about 5.30am. I decided to rest for 15mins as I need to wake up at 5.45am to wash up and bath, wake hubby up at 6.30am and go to MIL house at 6.45am.
Hope Jovian can sleep well at Grandma house...
Really very tired now, lucky tomorrow is holiday, can wake up late.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Monday, April 28, 2008
11 months
Today Jovian is already 11 months. How time flies, just give birth to her on 28/05/07, now going to 1 year old. I also become older.... haiz....
Here is the update on Jovian at 11 months:
1) Jovian know how to wave goodbye
2) Jovian trying to pronoun words like, baba, ah ba, ma....
3) Jovian can crawl very fast now but she use 1 leg and her backside to help her crawl, so different from other children....
4) Jovian favourite things is her soft toys, bunny, piglet and dumbo. She don't really like to play with her toys only soft toys, she like to hug them very tight and won't let us touch or keep her soft toys. She can hug them and fall asleep on her cot and car seat.
5) Jovian can stand up holding her baby cot herself.
6) Jovian knows how to sit up by herself when she on her bed. So when we put her on her bed she keep sitting up and play with her soft toys, don't want to sleep, need hubby to play with her for a while and pat her sleep.
7) Jovian scare of stranger, she don't like our friends to carry her, can only play with her but cannot touch her.
8) Jovian know how to hold her milk bottle to drink herself but after awhile lazy and need mummy to hold for her.
9) Jovian understand what mummy say to her now.
10) Jovian know how to say no by moving her head side to side.
I think that all for the update....
Here is the update on Jovian at 11 months:
1) Jovian know how to wave goodbye
2) Jovian trying to pronoun words like, baba, ah ba, ma....
3) Jovian can crawl very fast now but she use 1 leg and her backside to help her crawl, so different from other children....
4) Jovian favourite things is her soft toys, bunny, piglet and dumbo. She don't really like to play with her toys only soft toys, she like to hug them very tight and won't let us touch or keep her soft toys. She can hug them and fall asleep on her cot and car seat.
5) Jovian can stand up holding her baby cot herself.
6) Jovian knows how to sit up by herself when she on her bed. So when we put her on her bed she keep sitting up and play with her soft toys, don't want to sleep, need hubby to play with her for a while and pat her sleep.
7) Jovian scare of stranger, she don't like our friends to carry her, can only play with her but cannot touch her.
8) Jovian know how to hold her milk bottle to drink herself but after awhile lazy and need mummy to hold for her.
9) Jovian understand what mummy say to her now.
10) Jovian know how to say no by moving her head side to side.
I think that all for the update....
Sunday, April 27, 2008
High Fever
Yesterday Jovian was having fever, but we need to go out to buy things and nobody look after her so we decided to bring her along. I feed her medicine before going out.
On the way, i put cool gel on her forehead to cool down her temperture 1st, and let her sit on her baby car seat to sleep. We going two places, on the way to second place, she don't wants to sit on the car seat so i carry her and pat her to sleep again.... after she fall asleep on my arm for a while, she suddenly open her eye and her hand shaking abit, i though what happen to her, i keep calling her, at 1st she will look at me, after awhile her both hands shake and her eye look at the top, i call her name, she no respond, i keep telling her, " what happen to you, don't scare mummy! what happen to you, don't scare mummy!" I also shake her body, she also no respond, I so scare....
I quikly ask hubby to drive her to hospital, lucky that we are on AYE and near NUH. On the way, i keep asking hubby why still having reach!!! About to reach, I think she can't breath, her lip turn blue and her face turn white, i so scare anything will happen to her, i keep holding her very tight and say to her "Don't scare, mummy here, don't scare." but myself very scare!!!!
When we reach hospital emergency, she feeling much better, now is my hand shaking and about to cry out. The nurse , measure her temperture, it reach 39.2. The nurse ask us to wait for doctor so i calling Jovian name, she now can respond to me.
Doctor tell us that, her fever is too high and she become like this, it is a kind of stroke. I ask him will it affect her brain or her health?? Doctor say no but he say got bad news, he say Jovian is below 1 year old need to stay in hospital for check up, and see will it happen again... He ask us to decide whether to let her stay.... My hubby say don't let her stay, cause now got many hand mouth disease.. so we tell Doctor, he say ok, and look at Jovian and say she can smile and respond so we need to take extra care of her, and tell us what we had to do. He teach us if this happen again, need to put her lay on a flat surface and turn her to aside to let her breath.... After 10 min, she will regain her conscious. If after 10 min, baby is still unconscious, need to go straight to hospital.
Lucky now, after having her medicine, she much better now. Can start playing and talking.....
This is the 1st time i experience this, really scared me to death.... Hope that Jovian will be more healthy and strong, "mummy won't let anything happen to you again!"
On the way, i put cool gel on her forehead to cool down her temperture 1st, and let her sit on her baby car seat to sleep. We going two places, on the way to second place, she don't wants to sit on the car seat so i carry her and pat her to sleep again.... after she fall asleep on my arm for a while, she suddenly open her eye and her hand shaking abit, i though what happen to her, i keep calling her, at 1st she will look at me, after awhile her both hands shake and her eye look at the top, i call her name, she no respond, i keep telling her, " what happen to you, don't scare mummy! what happen to you, don't scare mummy!" I also shake her body, she also no respond, I so scare....
I quikly ask hubby to drive her to hospital, lucky that we are on AYE and near NUH. On the way, i keep asking hubby why still having reach!!! About to reach, I think she can't breath, her lip turn blue and her face turn white, i so scare anything will happen to her, i keep holding her very tight and say to her "Don't scare, mummy here, don't scare." but myself very scare!!!!
When we reach hospital emergency, she feeling much better, now is my hand shaking and about to cry out. The nurse , measure her temperture, it reach 39.2. The nurse ask us to wait for doctor so i calling Jovian name, she now can respond to me.
Doctor tell us that, her fever is too high and she become like this, it is a kind of stroke. I ask him will it affect her brain or her health?? Doctor say no but he say got bad news, he say Jovian is below 1 year old need to stay in hospital for check up, and see will it happen again... He ask us to decide whether to let her stay.... My hubby say don't let her stay, cause now got many hand mouth disease.. so we tell Doctor, he say ok, and look at Jovian and say she can smile and respond so we need to take extra care of her, and tell us what we had to do. He teach us if this happen again, need to put her lay on a flat surface and turn her to aside to let her breath.... After 10 min, she will regain her conscious. If after 10 min, baby is still unconscious, need to go straight to hospital.
Lucky now, after having her medicine, she much better now. Can start playing and talking.....
This is the 1st time i experience this, really scared me to death.... Hope that Jovian will be more healthy and strong, "mummy won't let anything happen to you again!"
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Angry with myself
Yesterday night, after Jovian cereal milk, she is very tired so i put her on her cot and pat her sleep but she don't want. and keep sitting up. (When Jovian laying dwn on her cot, she knows how to sit up by herself on 19/04/08, this is the 1st time she sitting up by herself)
I am having heavy flu, i not feeling so well and more worse how i make Jovian, she just don't sleep. I feel so angry and scolded at her loudly and say to her " if you don't sleep i won't let you sleep!". I carry her out to sit on the floor and let her cry. I really feel very frustrated and sick and hate to look at her.... I put her to sleep twice, she still sitting up so i beat her on her face. (not so hard....)
My husband see me so angry, he quickly go to play with Jovian and let me calm dwn. I really dunno what happen to me, I keep feeling very frustrated about little things, i really feel so tired!!!
How can i be so rough to Jovian??? I also dunno....
I find that looking after a child is a tiring things some more need to wake up at night to feed her milk. Sick also need to do all the things by myself!!! Other mum is so relax on looking after their child, i dunno why i feel so stress.I really not a good mum!!!
I need to let Jovian sleep early cause she need to wake up early every morning, i scare she dun have enough sleep. Some more she go to my MIL place, she seldom sleep. She become more and more thinner, I afraid she not healthy enough. She drink lest milk now, dunno her tooth coming out or she is sick...... I try to let her sleep for 10hrs at night until morning but yesterday she only going to sleep at 10pm, which means only sleep for 8hrs. Last week, Jovian having flu, i bring her to clinic. The doctor measure her weight, she is 7.9kg at 10 months, the doctor say Jovian is too light for her month, she need to obtain 9kg when she reach 1 yr old!!! I so worry about her health, cos i working, and i also dunno what my MIL feed her or got let her sleep. I cnt ask MIL too much, later gonna her scold again, and ask me to look after myself. I still waiting for time to bring her to childcare when she reach 18 months.
Jovian hand and shoulder suddenly got many rashes, dunno whether is the weather too warm or my house or her cot is dirty. but i clean the house on every wkend.... or my MIL sweating and keep carry Jovian, or Jovian keep carrying her sofe toy.... i also dunno....
I will bring Jovian to see doctor tomorrow again, to check what happen, I scare the hand, mouth disease, but she did not go childcare so i don't think so....
I am having heavy flu, i not feeling so well and more worse how i make Jovian, she just don't sleep. I feel so angry and scolded at her loudly and say to her " if you don't sleep i won't let you sleep!". I carry her out to sit on the floor and let her cry. I really feel very frustrated and sick and hate to look at her.... I put her to sleep twice, she still sitting up so i beat her on her face. (not so hard....)
My husband see me so angry, he quickly go to play with Jovian and let me calm dwn. I really dunno what happen to me, I keep feeling very frustrated about little things, i really feel so tired!!!
How can i be so rough to Jovian??? I also dunno....
I find that looking after a child is a tiring things some more need to wake up at night to feed her milk. Sick also need to do all the things by myself!!! Other mum is so relax on looking after their child, i dunno why i feel so stress.I really not a good mum!!!
I need to let Jovian sleep early cause she need to wake up early every morning, i scare she dun have enough sleep. Some more she go to my MIL place, she seldom sleep. She become more and more thinner, I afraid she not healthy enough. She drink lest milk now, dunno her tooth coming out or she is sick...... I try to let her sleep for 10hrs at night until morning but yesterday she only going to sleep at 10pm, which means only sleep for 8hrs. Last week, Jovian having flu, i bring her to clinic. The doctor measure her weight, she is 7.9kg at 10 months, the doctor say Jovian is too light for her month, she need to obtain 9kg when she reach 1 yr old!!! I so worry about her health, cos i working, and i also dunno what my MIL feed her or got let her sleep. I cnt ask MIL too much, later gonna her scold again, and ask me to look after myself. I still waiting for time to bring her to childcare when she reach 18 months.
Jovian hand and shoulder suddenly got many rashes, dunno whether is the weather too warm or my house or her cot is dirty. but i clean the house on every wkend.... or my MIL sweating and keep carry Jovian, or Jovian keep carrying her sofe toy.... i also dunno....
I will bring Jovian to see doctor tomorrow again, to check what happen, I scare the hand, mouth disease, but she did not go childcare so i don't think so....
Monday, April 21, 2008
Update for Sun (20/04/08)
After feeding Jovian porriage at 10am. We still haven eat our breakfast, so we decided to go to Marina Sq for a walk, a period of time did not go there....
I eat this saba set with soup, my favourate.. and hubby eat roasted chicken with roasted pork rice.
While Jovian eat her baby biskut herself.
After finish our breakfast cum lunch, We find a place to feed Jovian milk, after Jovian born, hubby only feed her when she is just a few day old.... for so many months, when he try to feed Jovian, she dun like and push away the bottle, after so many month, finally let her dad feed her, hubby so happy & excited....
Our dinner times, we decided to go to United Sq to settle. As i saw from newspaper, there got sale for all the shops.... We walk to Noverna Sq to eat our dinner at Ajisen, hubby was waiting for his noodle.
And Jovian still the same, i let her eat her biskut while waiting.
Hubby order set meal, which include one bowl of noodle, one side dish and one glass of drink. This is miso char sew noodle soup.
This is cold dish, baby octopus. We like to eat this...
As for me, i order volcano, i like spicy food. yummy yummy:@
I eat this saba set with soup, my favourate.. and hubby eat roasted chicken with roasted pork rice.While Jovian eat her baby biskut herself.
After finish our breakfast cum lunch, We find a place to feed Jovian milk, after Jovian born, hubby only feed her when she is just a few day old.... for so many months, when he try to feed Jovian, she dun like and push away the bottle, after so many month, finally let her dad feed her, hubby so happy & excited....
Our dinner times, we decided to go to United Sq to settle. As i saw from newspaper, there got sale for all the shops.... We walk to Noverna Sq to eat our dinner at Ajisen, hubby was waiting for his noodle.
And Jovian still the same, i let her eat her biskut while waiting.Hubby order set meal, which include one bowl of noodle, one side dish and one glass of drink. This is miso char sew noodle soup.
This is cold dish, baby octopus. We like to eat this...
As for me, i order volcano, i like spicy food. yummy yummy:@It is Jovian milk time again. We go back to United Sq, baby room to feed her.
Update for Sat (19/04/08)
On sat (19/04/08), after work i try to clean her baby cot, cos Jovian leg & hand got rashes. We dunno it is mosquito bite or insect on the baby cot....
I take out the baby safe mattress and clean the baby cot.
After that i use the dettol to spray on the cot, my bed, curtain and fan.
This is the rashes on Jovian leg, so red and swollen...
This is cute little Jovian....
I also mop the floor with dettol, i think this is my 2nd time mopping my hse, everytime hubby mop the floor. Bacause of Jovian, I wants her to play at a clean place so i mop the floor myself. We had decided to take turn to mop the floor on every sat.
After mopping the floor, i let her sit on the floor and play her toys.
I take out the baby safe mattress and clean the baby cot.
After that i use the dettol to spray on the cot, my bed, curtain and fan.
This is the rashes on Jovian leg, so red and swollen... This is cute little Jovian....
I also mop the floor with dettol, i think this is my 2nd time mopping my hse, everytime hubby mop the floor. Bacause of Jovian, I wants her to play at a clean place so i mop the floor myself. We had decided to take turn to mop the floor on every sat.
After mopping the floor, i let her sit on the floor and play her toys.
She like to hug her dumbo when she wake up, so i also wash all her soft toys.
We now teaching her ABC & 123, i paste it on the living room wall, when Jovian playing her toys, sometimes she will look at the ABC & 123 when i ask her where issit.
Lazy Mum
I just read E-ling blog, I find that she is a good & hardworking mum as compare to me....
I so lazy, I just learn how to cook porriage for Jovian just a month ago... cos every sat my mum will come to my house to look after Jovian when i working half day on alternate sat or come to visit Jovian when i not working...
She will cook for Jovian and feed her. When i am at home, my mum will also do all the things for me, so i will intend to be lazy to do anything.... I really appreciate my mum for doing so many things for me. I love her so much...
Although I will feel bad for so lazy looking after Jovian but i really very tired.... I need to wake up at night and feed her milk and everytime i will wake up to see whether she is cold or sleep well..... I find that after giving birth to Jovian until now, I seldom sleep, I will wake up every hrs to check on her, the next day i still need to work, really very stress so when i reach home, i seldom wants to play with her and some more i got so many house works need to do, i need to boil the water, change all the cold water to warm water, stream the milk bottle, wash clothes, etc.... Lucky that my hubby know i have many things to do, so he will play with Jovian every night until her milk time and will sweep or mop the floor on weekend...
Those who had maid with them is a good thing, like me no maid need to do all the things myself.... so i too lazy to learn how to cook for Jovian... I am a lazy and bad mum.... I dunno why i become so lazy and frustrated, issit i not enough sleep or give myself too many excuse?? I, myself also dunno why...
When i young, I like children very much, until have children myself, i really know how my mum went through, how tired and stress on how to look after them... I don't really have much of my own time, and i can't go out to relax myself and gather with my friends.... I not blaming anybody, i just blame myself for not planning all the things well...
I so lazy, I just learn how to cook porriage for Jovian just a month ago... cos every sat my mum will come to my house to look after Jovian when i working half day on alternate sat or come to visit Jovian when i not working...
She will cook for Jovian and feed her. When i am at home, my mum will also do all the things for me, so i will intend to be lazy to do anything.... I really appreciate my mum for doing so many things for me. I love her so much...
Although I will feel bad for so lazy looking after Jovian but i really very tired.... I need to wake up at night and feed her milk and everytime i will wake up to see whether she is cold or sleep well..... I find that after giving birth to Jovian until now, I seldom sleep, I will wake up every hrs to check on her, the next day i still need to work, really very stress so when i reach home, i seldom wants to play with her and some more i got so many house works need to do, i need to boil the water, change all the cold water to warm water, stream the milk bottle, wash clothes, etc.... Lucky that my hubby know i have many things to do, so he will play with Jovian every night until her milk time and will sweep or mop the floor on weekend...
Those who had maid with them is a good thing, like me no maid need to do all the things myself.... so i too lazy to learn how to cook for Jovian... I am a lazy and bad mum.... I dunno why i become so lazy and frustrated, issit i not enough sleep or give myself too many excuse?? I, myself also dunno why...
When i young, I like children very much, until have children myself, i really know how my mum went through, how tired and stress on how to look after them... I don't really have much of my own time, and i can't go out to relax myself and gather with my friends.... I not blaming anybody, i just blame myself for not planning all the things well...
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Bird Park
Until now den got time to update our outing to Bird Park on 13 apr'08.
All the photo is Jovian cos Bird Park nothing to take photo... The trip to Bird Park is so boring and tiring..... really nothing to see... only few bird.... Lucky we brought the ticket from hometeam as hubby is a member there. Each letter cost $2.00, admit 4 people or else the ticket price is $18/person. Our nx target is science centre, each letter is $1, admit 5 people....
All the photo is Jovian cos Bird Park nothing to take photo... The trip to Bird Park is so boring and tiring..... really nothing to see... only few bird.... Lucky we brought the ticket from hometeam as hubby is a member there. Each letter cost $2.00, admit 4 people or else the ticket price is $18/person. Our nx target is science centre, each letter is $1, admit 5 people....
Friday, April 18, 2008
Jovian Daily Routine
Every night, needs to do the same things,
1) After dinner at toh guan, reach home around 7.30pm, put Jovian on the floor, daddy play with her until 8.30pm. mummy doing housework.....
2) At around 8.15pm, mummy prepared cereal milk for Jovian. The preparation is shown below:
3) After finish her cereal milk, clean up for Jovian, change diaper, put baby powder and prepared to sleep.
4) Before going to sleep, Jovian needs to say goodnight to daddy, mummy.
5) Mummy will carry Jovian to her Baby Cot.
6) Jovian roll here and there, after that fall asleep around 9.00pm.
7) After Jovian sleep, is hubby and my relax times. We will watch tv progammes or log in to internet to blog.
1) After dinner at toh guan, reach home around 7.30pm, put Jovian on the floor, daddy play with her until 8.30pm. mummy doing housework.....
2) At around 8.15pm, mummy prepared cereal milk for Jovian. The preparation is shown below:
3) After finish her cereal milk, clean up for Jovian, change diaper, put baby powder and prepared to sleep.
4) Before going to sleep, Jovian needs to say goodnight to daddy, mummy.
5) Mummy will carry Jovian to her Baby Cot.
6) Jovian roll here and there, after that fall asleep around 9.00pm.
7) After Jovian sleep, is hubby and my relax times. We will watch tv progammes or log in to internet to blog.
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