C@$@#$ B@#$ MIL

Just quarrel with that fucking MIL, i control myself for very long, finally volcano blow up. She thought she got temper, and i dun have! I tolerate with her from i pregnant until now!

I pregnant she dun even cook any herbal soup or buy anythings for me to eat (ok never mind), lucky my mum got boil soup for me. Den i give birth to Jovian, she only come to hospital to see me once. I at home for confinement, she dun even come down or call to ask or buy anythings for me! (ok never mind). Jovian full month, hubby father, brother & wife come to my house to celebrate, only that Fuck (sorry, need to call her this, cos very angry now) did not come down! She is really a GANINA FUCK!!!! (I scold her again!)

My mum went to her house to explain for us, as MIL say she dun want to look after baby for us. When my mum go there, she keep smiling and also complain about us. after that she say I talk back to her. (I dun have!, only today!). She also behave very friendly to my mum ( she alway behave friendly in front, and say bad thing behind).

After the explanation, I told my hubby, your mum will surely scold us again on Mon, really she starting the scolding again. Now she keep saying i ask my mum to scare her, she say she won't scare. I explain to her, i ask mum to explain the wedding matter with her, but she keep saying my family matter! She say my brother , my mum bad words, so i can't tolerate anymore, i scolded back. I really angry at that point, that fucking keep saying bad things regarding my whole family, i told her, " if you dun look after, i bring Jovian back." and i open the door going to go off, but my hubby see me like that, he scared. I stand at the door side and continue quarrel with her!

After that, my hubby ask me to stop and he keep telling his mum to look after for us 1st. Ok, i stop, but she keep scolded, so i continue!!!! Den my hubby tell his mum, we going to late for work, need to go to work. so hubby carry Jovian to his fucking grandma there. She still keep saying she look after Jovian until today, tomorrow dun need to come!

We went off, my hubby scolded me too, he say why can't i control my temper! I say i control very long, she can say me but dun say my family! He say how now, nobody to look after for us!!!

Really is my fault to talk back to her???? she can always throw her temper to us den i can't throw back!!! I really very stress now, I dunno why i had this kind of MIL!!!! This is my fate????

Now i remind all of my friends, if no finance problem better to give infant care to look after your baby or hired a maid to look after, or dun had a baby, dun need to tolerate with MIL on this matter!!! Or if your MIL is like mine, better dun stay with them!!!! (Lucky i did not stay with them)

Complain until here, dunno how to settle my baby tomorrow. I ask my mum to look after her 1st, while i try to look out for nanny. really very stress, if not for finance problem, i will look after myself or put her to infant care. (at this stage is much expensive). haiz, now i working also keep thinking of how to settle..... think until i very blur, all my work i forgot what to do.....