Fxxx MIL

Today feel like scolding that fxxxing MIL, @$##%$%#@%@#!!!!!!

Her attitude come back again!! Yesterday after we went home, she call my hubby to tell him, she dun want to look after my baby again!!!! (@#@F$#$U$%#C$%K#$GANINA#$$%#$%C#@$#B#$@!!!!!!) Den my hubby come and scold me, why talk so loud to her mum!!!

Yesterday, my hubby brother ask MIL to ask me to ask my mother to go to his wedding. (The relationship between me and his brother wife is very close, we are cousins, until they ROM den i know her father is my father relative.) Last time, I got ask her before, she got invite my mum, as i am their daughter-in -law so they need to invite my mum, not the bride there. She keep saying Bride father need to invite my mum, i say NO, is your side invite, this is traditional matter. Den she keep thinking and saying, bride father dun like my mum so they dun invite my mum and say that bride father tell them this!!! THIS IS NOT TRUE!!!! I told her dun anyhow say my mum, bride side thought groom side going to invite my mum so they let them invite, dun let my mum waste money on both side. After that day I dun wants to talk too much to her. I ask my mum to call the bride father to confirm this matter, but he dun dare to ans my mum call!!!

Yesterday, MIL say hubby brother going to invite my mum, I say dun need, my mum dun wants to go any of the invite. Den she start to say the same things, say if bride side dun like my mum, den they will arrange my mum to sit far away from them. (if hubby brother did not ask her to invite my mum, i think she won't) I HAD ALREADY TOLERATE THAT TIME, DUN TALK BACK MUCH!!! BUT SHE KEEP THINKING THE SAME THINGS, SO I SAY HER AGAIN, I DID NOT SCOLD HER. I say smiling to her, den she also smile back. (cos i know her pattern, surely got something going to happen). I keep asking her dun alway think they dun like my mum!!!!! I try to control myself, dun blow up!!!! I tell hubby baby going to sleep, i wants to go home!!! I aslo did not talk much to my hubby cos he always help his mum!!!! I tolerate with this two F@$##$, I keep quite, but MIL think for awhile, she keep thinking i say her so she call and say dun look after baby!!! (She is the queen, cannot say her, she can say me. if not for my baby, i won't tolerate with her anymore!!!!)

My mum at my house so i tell my mum, (if not my mum need to go to my brother house to look after their baby, i surely let my mum look after until 18 months den put her to child care). My mum say dun angry, must talk nicely to her, must tolerate her 1st, My mum say she will go to her house to talk to her!!! (if not finance problem, i won't see her f#$$ face again!!!) Wedding is a happy issue, can let her make until so unhappy!!!

Write until here i still can't control my burning FIERY!!! going to scold her here cos can't scold infront of her!! @#$@%$%##$@$%#@%@#$%@#$##%!!!!!!!! (IF BABY GO TO CHILD CARE I WON'T LET THEM SEE HER AGAIN!!!!!!)